So when the mind is silenced – and you do not go into unconscious / sushupti – there should be Joy. Unexplained Joy
When you overcome ego – there should be no ego that you overcame ego. Or any thought that your doing things for the world.
This whole business of trying to understand is complicated and generates more ego, more ignorance and after a while boundfor failure
Don’t believe you have knowledge or have destroyed ego. The simple test is – if while working you have lack of success or if you have success and there is Joy or disappointment then there is I or ego which gave those feelings
Don’t walk the dark side of self deception. It is difficult to destroy ego
It has survived millions of births. It has survived many destructions of the world.
Do you really think you can just turn it off?
Bhavin