Why should I listen or obey you?
I am just as good as you
God has created us equal
With those statements and thoughts you will not be able to appreciate the great quote by Yogananda
Without God-realization you have little freedom. Your life is ruled by impulse, whims, moods, habits, and environment. By following the advice of a true guru, and by accepting his discipline, you will gradually emerge from sense slavery.
– Sri Sri Paramahansa Yogananda
A great Guru is so simple humble and pure he reflects God
My friend you are very far from that purity. If your honest you will realize your a slave to your senses
You still love music, sex and food. You can not see fun in keeping your eyes closed all day and love the world within.
Bhavin