Here are some very reassuring words from Ramana Maharshi
Yogananda said “ it takes very very good Karma to be interested in God / liberation “
7.7 billion people. Hardly a few are interested
Of those few only a few are genuine
Of those few genuine, only a few will get a living Guru who will awaken them. It requires a loving Guru. They only awaken a few ( less than 20 )
Of those awakened a few will be liberated
But you can change the odds by sincerity constant effort and surrender to Guru
Bhavin