“I came out of Samadhi for you”
Those were the words ringing in my ears when I woke up from Savikalpa Samadhi. I was bowing down before Kashinathdada and Gurudevs Samadhi with thoughts of dismay that the great souls like Mohangiriji Maharaja have their personal success but dont even turn back to help others. With those thoughts I left the Deri of Dada. I went to a room and Lo and behold I saw Mohangiriji Maharaja. His words, “I came out of Samadhi for you” The whole room was engulfed in his purity and love. His purity was very child like. Innocent. I am at a loss to describe it with words but the roomwas covered in a white light of purity and innocence. He asked me personal questions about my meditation and assured me that his blessings were there for me – til I reach the highest. He then told me not everything is written in spiritual books. For eg, there are other forms of Diksha. Sapan diksha and Agni Diksha. I did not understand either. He continued, Agni diksha in a minor form is like the smoke from a bidi touching the disciple and awakening his shakti!
I wanted to so much to serve him and to my greatest pleasure he allowed me to touch him and press his legs! My heart knew no ends to the joy. His legs were extremely thin and emaciated. (A result of being in samadhi for over 50 years). I pressed his legs gingerly and he said you can press harder. I pressed his legs for a while and then he got up and said he has to go. As he left, I saw Manilal near by. He blessed me and left.
Somewhere in between Chetnas sukshma body appeared and Mohangiriji Maharaja blessed her also. His skin was glistening with spiritual light and his color was darker than what is depicted in the pictures. His eyes were like laser as Gautamkaka has described. Even those laser like light, he had subdued them for my benefit because I doubt if this body could have endured all of his light in all his glory.
When I woke up, in a little while Chetna woke up coughing incessantly. At that time I was wondering if this was a dream or samadhi. I told Chetna to take a sip of water praying to Mohangiriji Maharaja and her cough subsided immediately. As I had told Chetna to take Mohangiriji Maharaja’s name, I did that for personal confirmation about the reality and accuracy of my experience.
His words are still ringing in my ears. “I came out of Samadhi for you”


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