You hear and read about spirituality. And your Keen on it.
And suddenly you lose interest. Or your simply unable to do it. Or you get weary
Believe It or not – it is a sign of progress. A significant flaw that must be patiently overcome. It may take weeks or months. But keep up fighting that darkening power that prevents you from being motivated.
This darkening power came up because God is checking to see if your really truly motivated and interested or will you succumb to the negative forces
Hence in Sanskrit yoga Darshan
Abhyasen Na pramaditavyam
Don’t be lazy / dispassionate about mediation
Bhavin