Where is grace
We are so lost in this world. And during our darkest times we lose faith. We don’t know where to go or what to do. And all the hard work we did to get to God seems to be most. Were we fools and idiots to believe in something foolish like God?
Where is the grace and promises we read in the literature?
This is what Ramana maharshi said

We were simply not ready to recognize the blessings. The darkness in our heart made it impossible to see it !
That’s it!
Dispel it. Easiest is by staying in touch with someone who is there