“In the pursuit of evil or of good, it is happiness you are always seeking. The former promises happiness and gives sorrow; the later may seem to offer sorrow by its requisite of discipline and will power, but will surely give lasting joy in the end. God is everlasting, ever new joy, and when you have found Him, you need no longer pursue the eternally elusive will-o’-the-wisp “something else” that has always eluded you in all fulfilled desires. God is that “something else.” Finding Him, you will need seek no further. In ever new Joy, you will have everything you ever sought.”
~ Sri Sri Paramhansa Yogananda
“The Divine Romance”
I personally like what Vivekananda said. Happiness comes wearing the crown of sorrow
Get beyond both
You will constantly seek a new method, New Guru, New teaching – until you have a few divine experiences – then you will intuitively know that the method and the Guru and the Guru is correct
However, like it is said in Mahayoga vugyana – your past life bad karma will very strongly try to take you away from the path create doubts why? Because many times in their past people have created hurdles in the path of others.
Bhavin