If you can answer that question honestly – there are only two things you can want
1. Something in the world or for the world but still related to the world
2. Spiritual enlightenment in experience Call it God or atman or self Your choice
What about both ? Answer is – it won’t work out. Because for spiritual enlightenment you need decades of forsaking wanting anything in world
In ancient times It was called vairagya. That term is poorly understood
It is in reality a status in spirituality
Bhavin